you ripped my heart out of my chest and expected things to be okay between us I don’t know how things in your mind work but for me I don’t want things to be okay because everything you put me through wasn’t okay
Did god just put him back in my life just so I can feel all the pain once again. The insanity, the pain, the insecure, the doubts, the crazy wild thought is all driving me crazy. I don’t know what is ahead but I had enough of walking through call me a coward because I’m afraid of what I have been fearing is just starting. I don’t know did I just drive myself crazy so I can’t think straight. I don’t know if I should believe my sixth sense or it’s just all crazy wild thought because I’m so insecure or my head is making up scenarios. I don’t know if this is me or no I don’t know if what I’m going through is right or no. I don’t know did I just drive myself crazy with all those thought I feel like I’m losing myself. God damn it I just feel so lost . I look to my left I look to my right I don’t see anyone that I can’t count on because even your closest might betray u. Don’t trust people that’s what going through my head and this three letters most probably had just ruined my life because I can’t tell if this is real world or I’m living in my crazy little depression world.